Thursday, May 24, 2007

new beats

Our Heart,
To Science, it's just a lump of pulsating muscle about the size of your fist. But what is it really to you? Conscientiously or not, it is what and who you are. It is what fuels your emotions, drives your instincts and, determines your actions. It is really the source of all of man's creation whether to benefit or destroy the human race! It is powerful beyond our wildest imagination (the brain draws blood from the heart btw) and yet fragile as a flower petal.
Today, i just took a day off from work to try to do some of the things i've missed out doing ie; banking business, household chores, administrative work...... u know the lot.
But the surprise came after sending Christine to work. I came home, intending to take a morning shower and go to bed to catch up on my sleep before I start the day's itinerary. And so after the shower, though i'd put in Corrinne May's CD to listen while i check the mail and wait for my hair to dry up a bit before i hit the bed.
Then it came over, I went into Corrinne 's official website and read her blog and felt something which was missing or stored in a dark storage area in my heart. .........- The Will To Feel.
I was caught up in all the "huffing-&-puffing& i'll blow your house down" mode that i forgotten to smile, laugh, see, hear, to express my emotions, to appreciate and finally to love.
Her songs made me realize that it's not that difficult at all, really! Moreover with someone who has already gone before me to show me that it's possible!